We are stagnant.

A stagnant addition of worthless deoxyribose scum.

Mmm, how delicious that does sound.

Cruel, diminishing, misunderstanding, impotently unintelligent relatives of the hair mammal.

Mmm, how true that does sound.

A glimmer of tertiary hope and despair, wrapped in a box of I don’t care.

Viscious female glares, and careless male flares.

Idignant polination, yielding instignation.

Mmm, how ill repented and kill stimpented that does sound.

All in hope that we are found, sitting in a pile of sweet cucumber’s mound.

She brushed her teeth, had a glass of water, and took her nightly dose of pills.

She laid down in her bed, folded the covers, and closed her eyes.

She didn’t dream, she didn’t think, she didn’t desire.

She woke, drank coffee, and got in the car.

She was robotic, she was lifeless, and she was carefree.

She sounds like me.

Staring at the faded lights in the darkness, the longer she stares, the more they seem to mesh.

A canvas of all black, through her eyes, splash of color travels through the seams at the condescending speed of light.

A bite of the bottom lip, boy this book is interesting, a shiny lighter makes its personality known.

A beat, a rythm, and a ciggarette is lit.

Menthol according to her high prefference.

Paintbrush in hand, her soul seeps through the paint much like blood through a vein.

The image of a door, light screaming through the crack, is this the place to be or is it just fantasy?

The clock moves its branches, swaying its hours to ambition.

Minutes fall like leaves of autumn, running away from the dull tick of electronical symphony.

Much to her desire, it was 3 in the morning, and insomnia made its usual prescence.

In attempting to create art, do we interpret an image from our brain mechanically skilled hands, or do our mechanical hands beautify the image already contained in our minds?

Why doesn’t anyone contradict the idea that 1+1 = 2? When a man and woman get married, they do not make two, they make one. When two elements are added together, they do not mix into two separate liquids, but into a single element. Primitivity, I fear you greatly.

Is writing the talent of arranging words together, or is it the arranging of words that makes it a talent?

All humans lust. All humans are sexual in nature. So must a naked woman be such an atrocity in this society? 

Does make-up make a woman beautiful, or does it just hide her true beauty?

Does a vein fill with blood, or does blood fill a vein?

Does nail polish dry in the wind, or does wind dry nail polish?

Does this, ever end?

I highly doubt it.

Many times, friends and I would discuss religion, and I would be asked what I “believe” in. 

My replies were usually scattered, and I truly felt the need to put them down somewhere to organize them a bit. So, why not here aye?

- I know one thing that I truly believe in, and that is energy and the strength of a humans will.

- Our will to survive, our will to evolve, and our will to live on.

- I know for sure I do not believe in a higher entity much like the “God” Christians have. 

- I believe in the power of ourselves, and do not believe in the idea that “God” controls everything and we humans have no choice in it.

- I can’t say I don’t agree with certain aspects of religion, but I can say I completely disagree with the fact that people have taken religion and made it an obsessive path, rather than taking it as a guideline to a good life.

- The theory of energy also is something I tend to support, and the fact that what you put “out” will eventually come back to you, or Karma, which has been proven to me in life, time and time again.

- I do not believe in negativity, and I do not believe in blind pessimism. I believe in at least attempting to make the best of a situation, and although even for me it is hard some times, I try and make something of everything.

- The idea that the human soul is “trapped” in the human body is something I also find myself believing. I do believe in the power of the human mind very much so, but in the human body I find myself doubtful in many of its aspects.

- In reference to reincarnation, I do not think very highly of it and I think it is a bit of an exaggeration or a bit of a “stretch” in the idea of living forever.

- Ultimately I think I have come to the conclusion that it is important to maintain an open mind in all matters pertaining to religion and beliefs. I do not refuse discussions on religion, and I do not refuse to listen to different theories. I think that is most important, and it is something that all should practice as long as we want to coexist as a species.