Lost Love Lust

Tags: mentality

• direction & affection.

  “Now you drive this car nicely ok? And watch the breaks because they are quite stiff.”
  “Are you some fucking nut job?”
  “Nut job? No…I just like watching others drive me around. You are going to drive me the rest of the way to Vegas, and no funny stuff yes? Because I wouldn’t want to piss me [...]

• banal & dominance.

  A CD repeats as the distinct pattern to her high heels fill the tiles with resonance.
  Dear Lust, a bit of fun perhaps?
  Why yes dear, of course. Would be quite the pleasure.
  Introduce fierce look in the eye and the convincing innocence of kindness.
  Local sports bar of Kingman, the dark wood on the bar catches her eye.
  Contemplating [...]

• gaining & roosters.

  Ah one of the small sweet joys of life.
  Perhaps a good song, and a good thought.
  I find it funny how we consider ourselves different yet we are so much alike.
  The continuous search for love? Interesting. Lately I have really thought of what this thing might mean, not actually being in love, but the actual need for it, [...]