Lost Love Lust

Tags: fear

• withers & defiance.

  She sits down and without a moments end the tears of utter frustration bewilder her young skin.
  Foolhardiness makes its home, the absence of desire.
  Well known fact it is, that something is there, eating away at her soul.
  The fake facade of smiles and happiness is getting old and worn out, harder and harder to hide the sheer dissatisfaction.
  Watching the [...]

• sniffles & perfection

  He remembers the sweet sound of her laugh, everything about her is so sweet,
  even when she does not speak she gives out an incredible energy for life, he misses it.
  He was never the kind to fall in love, to be completely crazy about a woman, but with her,
  it is different. She is different.

  She can be [...]

• alla stessa ora.

  She cannot see her life without him, a couple days have passed, still no word.
  Thoughts, feelings, fears.
  She misses his mouth,eyes,face.
  Is love blind?
  Perhaps.
  Staring out the window, she hopes he will come up behind her, hold her, kiss her soft skin.
  That does not happen.
  What is he doing now?
  Is he thinking of her?
  Is he touching another?
  Italian love songs [...]

• dear world.

  Dear world.
  My hatred for your mistakes grow each day.
  You say that children should have a chance.
  Where is my fucking chance?
  Where is it.
  I am your creation.
  Your hope.
  Yet, every day you throw more obstacles my way.
  My eyes weep because hope is lost.
  Humanity disgusts me.
  And every face I see sickens my insides of hate and confusion.
  I was once [...]