Lost Love Lust

Tags: confusion

• a shoe’s haircut.

  I sway my head side to side, I’ve got a moment of uselessness.
  I roll my eyes up and down, I’ve got a hundred tasks staring me down.
  Should I call him? Him who.
  I open the closet door, hoping to be drowned in ocean waves, I sigh.
  I could splatter paint all over my furniture. Perhaps then my [...]

• withers & defiance.

  She sits down and without a moments end the tears of utter frustration bewilder her young skin.
  Foolhardiness makes its home, the absence of desire.
  Well known fact it is, that something is there, eating away at her soul.
  The fake facade of smiles and happiness is getting old and worn out, harder and harder to hide the sheer dissatisfaction.
  Watching the [...]

• dear world.

  Dear world.
  My hatred for your mistakes grow each day.
  You say that children should have a chance.
  Where is my fucking chance?
  Where is it.
  I am your creation.
  Your hope.
  Yet, every day you throw more obstacles my way.
  My eyes weep because hope is lost.
  Humanity disgusts me.
  And every face I see sickens my insides of hate and confusion.
  I was once [...]

• seeing double.

  There are a couple things in this life that are horrible, perhaps not having legs, or not being able to hear, but the one I would say is the worst is being alone.
  Is this a rant? Yes. It fucking is.
  Dont like it? Dont read it.
  I suppose there are certain moments in life when you exagerate [...]