Lost Love Lust

Wednesday.

- I have to wake up in X hours. I am so annoyed.

- I would smoke a cigarette, but then again, I haven’t smoked one in a while. Like a week.

- I can’t sleep, apparently neither can the neighbor.

- Cats, Teddy bears, who gives a fuck?

- 5 out of 8 pills lay on my desk, guess which kind. No, not vitamins.

- I should not be writing this late, go to bed, no, you go to bed!
(And then took place a violent frustrated imitation of hair-pulling scenario.)

- I like water, its the taste that messes with me. Damn confusing.

- Rolling your eyes is one of the minimal joys in life, its like fresh orange juice on a sweaty day.
Or maybe not.

- Comma, splice, my, ass.

- You know you are popular, when….nobody calls?

- Writing can be such a hassle at some times, but then again, who loves watching Six Feet Under more than I do aye?

- The fact that there were only seven dwarfs has always bothered me.

- I truly believe we will be intelligent beings when we know our lip is bleeding without having to touch it.

- A song called Gyspy Rain is not going to sooth my nerves, no matter how marvelous it is.

- Hmm. So. We have all this fucking technology yet the clinking of a keyboard can’t be eliminated? Or at least reduced? Come on.

- I math hate. No. Let me rephrase that. I hate math. 

- I would love to wipe dust, but this is just not time or place for that.

- Las Vegas sure is pretty at night, but I am not impressed with it in the day.

- I can’t stand myself, or this red lamp. They are both sucking the life out of me. Well, I suppose just the lamp, the likeliness of me sucking the life out of, well, me, is just not likely. Both the grammar and errors in these sentences delight me.

- I am quite sure, at some point most people feel the taste of blood in their mouths. Most of the time its ours. I suppose something like 99.9% of the time? Maybe less. I wouldn’t know.
I am not “most people”.

- Is it just me or is irony not a <insert bad word here> when it comes to not being tired, staying up, and twenty minutes before you should be waking up, the exhaustion gets to you, and you are sleepy?

- There is this CD, it says “Recorded in England”. I wish I was “Recorded in England”.

- There once was this girl in my 8th grade class, I really did think she would turn out to be beautiful, but then I met her years later, and she was uglier than I had imagined.

- Why the hell is “house” music called “techno” in the U.S? And what the hell is “house” anyway? Electronica has always seemed to suit my vocabulary anyway. I just learned the word last week.

- Doink.

- Why must my knuckles have wrinkles? Isn’t it enough that I must deal with some day looking like a pipe bag? Must I see it on my knuckles too?

- And then I flew to Amsterdam.

- Tyra Banks annoys the living beh-jee-zus out of me. So does spelling things out like you pronounce them.

- Traxdata is a CD Company, I suppose international, now that I brought them to the U.S and all.

- In spite of my rebellious ways, I still yield to pedestrians. That is until I take my drivers test again.

- Normally when you think Eastern Europe, you see dirty streets and heavy accented women. Why?

- I need a drink. Alcoholic preferably.

Till next time, my sweet petunia’s.