Dear world.
My hatred for your mistakes grow each day.
You say that children should have a chance.
Where is my fucking chance?
Where is it.
I am your creation.
Your hope.
Yet, every day you throw more obstacles my way.
My eyes weep because hope is lost.
Humanity disgusts me.
And every face I see sickens my insides of hate and confusion.
I was once promised the world.
Where is it?
Where.
Is
It.
In this night I befriend your true self.
You horrible excuse for a dream.
I believed in you.
I did.
How dare you.
My rage cannot begin to be described in words.
For the feelings inside me do not have definition in your tongue.
And as each day passes, the sparkle in my eyes fades.
The light my smile once set upon the world, now diminishes.
I do not question your actions.
I despise them.
I despise you.
I despise every despicable living breathing scum that does not appreciate the sun rise each morning.
Die a horrible death you sick worthless excuse for a human being.
Dear world.
This is what you have created.
And I am not alone.
This once hope filled offspring of love and caring, feels like the world is nothing but coruption and selficious possession.
Revive me.
Just try it.
For my roots have already grown.
And they are thick.
Spite raises its siblings inside me.
And when blood shall spill from the throats of your elders.
Do not look down on me.
But forever bathe in your shame.
For my blood no longer runs for your false truths.
No longer do my eyes seek the light of possibility.
Despair fills my palms as I walk this lonely road.
And as endless lives pass and new beginings spawn, I wander.
I wander forever in your thoughts.
For now, you are being judged.
You and I both.
You seem very angry, frustrated and desperate. Why? What does the world owe you? What have you given to the world, to expect something back?
I think I am a bit scared of all your hatred, and anger…….
wow how i wish the ride into your mind went just that little bit longer… every time im on it i never want it to end wen it stops i feel ive been ripped off…
untill the next ride xox
1. A writer tends to exaggerate in wording to be able to fully express his/her feelings to the reader.
2. I am angry, and many young people are, because a few years ago, we could dream of going to college, we did not have to wonder whether we will afford it, we could actually dream, and now not only me but many other people I have talked to feel betrayed by the world. Hoping all your life to be able to be something and have the world simply take it away is quite frustrating.
And I can not stress more that writers tend to exaggerate to further express their feelings.
In essence, this post was about how betrayed I feel by the world, perhaps even “god” or whoever might be up there, I feel betrayed by all the greedy people in this world that want everything for themselves, in essence it all comes down to this, the economy and everything is the way it is because the people who are at the top suddenly got greedy, and it disgusts me.
The world does not “owe” me anything, and nor do I it. It is natural human emotion to go through something like this and be angry. And do not fear the one who expressed the anger, but the one who does not. Those are the dangerous people, who suddenly wake up one day and cannot take it anymore and shoot a store full of people. Fear those people, not me.
For kepz3Ro, thank you! I am glad you enjoyed, I suppose I am trying to write more, but I feel as if the story rambles on and people loose interest, short and to the subject is my kind of writing, anyhow, I will try and keep the posts coming so you do not have to go without one for too long! haha
i understand and share the anger. i take full responsibility for my actions, but i see how the world angers you because most of the world is caught up in material and being selfish. if we all lived a little more true to nature and humanity things may be different. ill stop the “hippy” rambling now
hippy rambling is just fine! although it is fairly impossible to ever accomplish, i always liked how hippies saw the world, and frankly, the world sure could use alot more hippies nowadays. LOL
hahah yay! i dont think anyone gets bored!
your riting has that way of capturing and holding attention of the ppl that read it!
only one other riter has grabed my attention like that but he rites of home!
one day i shall attend to home!
i hope that day is soon!