All I want is to understand.
I want to understand this feeling of bliss and undermine it’s authority.
I want to swim in misery, and suffocate in it’s happiness.
I want to witness your disguise and forever believe in our demise.
All I want is to understand.
Search bare lands for lush hopes.
Feed the soul that is not hungry.
Find the [...]
I light my cigarette.
Yes, my cigarette. I’m a godamn artist. Not a soy popping premadonna.
Even the smoke that floats upward from my cigarette is healthier than the thoughts I’ve been having lately.
My experiences are creating a mentality I’m actually beginning to enjoy.
You might wonder what this mentality implies, and I might in fact inform you.
Or [...]
I walk out the door in a rush, I’ve been late to this class every day.
As I open the door, I’m startled by a small bird fluttering uncontrollably.
It’s claws are trapped in the screen of my neighbor’s window and it’s struggling to free itself.
At first glance, I’m slightly afraid of this small animal.
Society it seems, really [...]
I have recently been made “single” once more, by means of replacement .
(Of course.)
No, not by the same guy, a different one. Yes, still an asshole.
No, I’m not getting back with him. Yes, I’ve learned my lesson.
Glad we got that out of the way.
I know those of you who really know me just asked yourselves [...]
